No, things weren't normal and Bod didn't know if this would help tilt things back to normalcy but it would be nice to forget about everything bad for a little while.

He stayed still for a few moments longer, letting them both adjust to the new sensation. When it was completely impossible to be still a moment longer, he moved his hips backwards only to thrust forward again, hard and deep. He wasn't going to be able to stay still now.

He wanted to get as deep as he could, give it to her as hard as he could since soft and sweet wasn't needed. He wanted her to just feel him around her and inside her and he wanted her thoughts to just stop.