"Jesus, Bod, I'm not trying to blame you for anything!" Kate replied, exasperated. "And I didn't ask about... that thing because I'm going to do it, I asked because I already alm--"

Here she stopped herself, her hands clenching into fists at her sides. She shook her head.

"Ugh, whatever. You wanna know why I'm going again? Because my best friend asked me to come wish him good luck when he's about to go do something completely insane. And you wanna know what totally dangerous things I'm going to do? I am gonna yell at him, and at our friends, and then I'm probably gonna cry because there's nothing I can do to stop him. That's what I'm gonna do."