Oh Nathan, you'll get used to all the contradictions.

"Just sleep." Okay, maybe some part of her wanted all the other stuff too, but it was a part she'd been stomping on pretty hard for the past few weeks. "Just... sleep." She shrugged. "Yeah, I know that's probably weird, I'm aware of that."

And the dudes over chicks thing was for a feeling of safety. And maybe giving into that stomped on part of her, a little.