Room 324, Friday Evening

[vanillajello]

After everything that had happened over the last week, and what little had happened today, Kate was just so very glad to have a completely unrelated thing to focus on.

And right now, that thing was the thought of getting a new fake little sibling tomorrow. So, she'd been putting together a little welcome kit with some useful items. It felt a little dorky, but it was pretty fun, actually, doing that. And distracting, which was the important thing.

She'd even considered baking a batch of cookies, but then decided against it both because there'd be enough food at the welcome picnic, and she wasn't really feeling the idea of standing in the common room baking right now. She'd just offer to bake the kid something at a later date.

So now, Kate was just sprawled on her bed, making a refresher list of all the things a newbie to fair Fandom island should be told on their first day.

And she was eating chocolate. Chocolate was a good thing.

[ooc: Open door, open post!]

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[therewaslife]

"Surprising?" he asked, looking curious about that. "Why?"

[vanillajello]

"Because I don't remember you ever freely admitting to thinking anyone's pretty before," she explained easily.

"Well, except for me, obviously."

[therewaslife]

"Obviously." She was just the one that heard it all the time because he thought it all the time. "I...think that about other people. I just don't vocalize it as much. You are pretty."

[vanillajello]

"Oh relax, I'm not jealous," she smirked, somehow managing to look a little smug. "But you can still keep telling me that."

[therewaslife]

"I didn't think you were," he said and laughed again. "I just wanted to tell you that because it's true. You are pretty. You're beautiful."

[vanillajello]

"I know." Today, she'd be content to accept that and be smug. "Even though I'm a little tired and a little... Well, I don't actually feel hung over anymore, but still. I look awesome."

[therewaslife]

"You do look very nice," he said but another part of her statement had caught his attention. "Hungover?"

[vanillajello]

"Oh, I went to Caritas last night," she said, almost idly. "Got a vodka tonic and a hangover."

She'd kind of asked for the hangover more than for the vodka tonic, but she wasn't going to mention that.

[therewaslife]

"I didn't think you were that big a drinker," he said, tilting his head. "Are you feeling all right now?"

[vanillajello]

"I'm not a big drinker, I just drink occasionally." While emotionally unbalanced. "I'm fine."

[therewaslife]

For some strange reason, Bod didn't exactly believe that. Maybe because he knew here a little better than to believe she was all the way fine.

"You're fine?" he asked, looking concerned now. "Are you?"

[vanillajello]

"Well, my head doesn't hurt, and I'm not feeling any kind of desire to puke on you," she said, shrugging a shoulder. "So, y'know. Hangoverwise, I'm good."

[therewaslife]

"And otherwise?" Bod asked, unable to miss how she'd worded that. "Besides the hangover, you're not all right?"

[vanillajello]

Kate looked down, pursing her lips, and shrugged.

It was a reluctant yes, maybe.

[therewaslife]

Bod frowned and looked down for a minute, not really liking that he'd been right about her not being all right. He much preferred her happy because that didn't eat him up inside.

"Kate, what's the matter?" he asked, lowering his voice now.

[vanillajello]

Kate much preferred herself happy too. It was probably a key thing in her insistence on giving off an impression happiness, most of the time.

"Just... stuff," she said, vaguely, not looking at him. "Hannibal took off."

Though that wasn't nearly all of it. But it was the easiest to pinpoint.

[therewaslife]

"Stuff?" he repeated, reaching out to rest a hand on her back now. "I'm sorry your friend left. Goodbyes are very difficult when you're close to someone. I'm sure you'll see him again."

[vanillajello]

"Yeah, he kinda said that like a bazillion times," she replied, faintly amused. "Still sucks ass. I got used to having him around."

[therewaslife]

"I know it does," he said and nodded briefly. "What else is bothering you?

Bod was almost certain that a friend leaving was not the only thing that was making her not fine.

[vanillajello]

"Just feel a little... off," she replied, shrugging and looking down again. "Too much in too short a time, I guess."

[therewaslife]

"Perhaps," he said and rubbed her back some, keeping his hand light and his movements smooth. "Can I do anything to help?"

[vanillajello]

"I don't know," she sighed. "It'll probably pass on its own."

Or maybe it wouldn't. But she wasn't sure what to do about it.

[therewaslife]

"Mm." In his experience, things never really passed. They were ignored and forgotten until they suddenly reared back up and surprised you. "Are you still upset about what happened between us?"

He couldn't guess about a lot of what was bothering her but he could guess that.

[vanillajello]

Kate was quiet for a long while, just looking down at her newly painted black nails.

A question like that probably deserved an honest answer. But it was pretty quiet.

"Yes."

[therewaslife]

"All right." Expecting that answer still didn't prepare him for the way his stomach dropped just a bit. And he was touching her and he almost felt like he had to move his hand away or do something else after that.

He lightened his touch a little more but didn't completely yank his hand away.

"Can you...tell me why?" he eventually asked. "Or what's still upsetting you?"